"Whenever I have a problem I just sing, and then I realise my voice is worse than my problem."

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Mahu suami dunia akhirat.

assalamualaikum semua..
salam 1 malaysia juga (^_^)v

skrg ni aku kat opis mcm xd keje sgt, yela sumer org dok sebuk daa cuti raye nk balik kampung hanya aku ngn member aku berdua je la kitaorg kerja untuk mlm ni..
jadi aku xd keje aku berjalan-jalan melompat-lompat dari satu blog ke blog lain..
heheheh

untuk kalini aku sgt tertarik ngn blog kawan aku.. encik adam ahmad. hee ;D tetau la tapi aku termushkil aku ngn hubby aku nanti tergolong yg mane la..
xpon sempat ke aku nikah sebelum aku pegi.. hurm tah la. tuhan je yg tahu.

mesti blur aku cakap pasal ape kan.. heee

klik sini aku share ngn korg sumer. :) mende per yg aku ngarutkan ni.

sbb tu org dok cakap jodoh kekal dunia akhirat kan.. skrg aku dh paham.. maksud jodoh dunia akhirat lagi mendalam..

"YA ALLAH,KAU KURNIAKaNLAH AKU SEORANG SUAMI YG SOLEH,YG MAMPU MEMBIMBING KELUARGA KAMI MENUJU JANNAHMU.KAU LINDUNGILAH DIA SEBAIK-BAIKNYA.KEPADA MU JUA AKU BERSERAH DAN KEPADA MU AKU MEMOHON PETUNJUK DAN KEREDHAAN..AMIN YARABBAL ALAMIN"


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

From the eyes down to the heart ;D

Tadaa.. =)
cun x.. cun x.
hahahHAHahah.. pasan..

mata ala-aladdin


mata ala-aladdin


mesti korg dah biase ngok pompuan mata cmni.. (kompem)
tapi korg akan xbiase ngok aku bermata camni..
so baik la korg usha. aku ngn mata cmtu..
sesuai ke..
or sesuaii kene gelak.
sbb aku pon xpnh nengok aku bermata camni.. Hahahah :)

al-kisahnyer..
tahun ni xd la shopink raye sakan.
ala kadar je.
biase la tanggungan makin byk.. hehehhe
tapi sempat jugak shopink brg make-up.
bukan aku yg shopink tapi dia..
so tugas aku perabihkan make-up org la..
nk MAKE Over konon..
kalo muke buruk pakai ape pon buruk.
kalo muke chantik pakai ape pon chantik.
tu la kesimpulannyer..
xyh nk maybeline sgt..
xyh nk loreal sgt..
silky girl pon xyh..

asalkan hati budi cantik semua pon cantik tol x..

name pon blog JUST BE-YOU-TIFULL..
so mintak jadi la diri sendiri okay.. xyh plastik sgt.

so layan je la gambar tu. sekali ni je la kot aku buat mate cmgini..
esok luse tamaoo daa..
nk buang make-up nyer kumain la payah..
adess allergic tol. myusahkan..
btol la org ckp beauty is pain..
haaiissshhh..


tetibe teringat lak, dlu aku pnh bace status sape tah kat fb.. aku suke sgt..
berbunyi mcm ni.. tapi ayat dia lain sikit la..
ni ayat aku..

beruntung ke kalo jadi perempuan cantik yg senang didampingi lelaki hanya kerana paras rupa bukan kerana ingin memenangi ikhlas hatinya.. or beruntung ke jadi perempuan yg rupa paras biase sedangkan lelaki yg mendampinginya ikhlas untuk menangi hatinya bukan kecantikannya..

pikir-pikir kan lah..

p/s; jgn usha gambar aku lame2.. takot mlm kang xboleh tdo jek nmpk muke hantu cm aku lalal~ (^_^)v


ni la sbnrnyer muke aku with-out mata ala-aladdin



do not know how to portray the feelings

Monday, August 22, 2011

mencari hati yg tenang.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. my dear blogger ,

Sejak beberapa minggu ni, aku rase jijik. comot. selekeh. teruk. hodoh. cacat. hina. sensitive.
macam-macam aku pikir.
nk tido pon aku asyek teringt semua benda buruk yg pnh jadi dulu.
kecut perut.
tak boleh nk terang dgn perkataan pon pe yg aku rase.
lagi-lagi kalau aku teringat mende yg aku pnh buat dlu.
sng je air mata ni meleleh. laju pulak tu.
murah sgt..
bile pandang cermin ngok muke sendiri pon rase xsanggup. aku bodoh.
arrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sebelum2 ni pon aku rase cmtu jugak.
tapi lately makin mjadi2.
naik semak kepale otak ni.
org terdekat aku pon kompem fedup.
aku mintak maaf..

pe punca pon aku tetau.
kurang kasih syg? terlebih kasih syg?
tah la.. tapi yg benarnyerr..
aku rase teruk..
ape bende yg aku buat sumer aku rase xkene.. xtenang..
kacau bilau.
nk pejam mata takutnyer rase..

Ya Allah.. aku pon tetau lah..

"Astagafirullah al azim al lazi la i la ha illa hu wal hayyul qayyummu wa atuh bu ilaik"
bile ade musibah baru nk istifar panjang..
tu la aku. tu la manusia akhir zaman.

macam-macam dugaan jadi dlm bulan mulia ni.
kuah.lemah nyer iman aku ni Dia je yg tahu.
Org cakap bila Tuhan tu duga kita..
sbnarnyer tu peluang, jalan yg diberi supaye kita lebih mendekatkan diri dgn Tuhan.
kalau ini lah jalan yg Tuhan bagi kat aku supaye aku sedar.
InsyaAllah..aku manfaatkan peluang ni sebaik mungkin. aku redha.



"Doa Dimurahkan Rezeki, Penenang Fikiran dan Hati serta Ketenteraman Jiwa"
Selamat beramal.


Saturday, August 20, 2011

you are such an inspiration! CO.OL!

i envy this guy.. he is very very very very positive. *ohh ashamed of myself*

he is unlucky but hv a great character with big and strong heart so much courage rite.. soo touching!

Watching this, realizing the mistake i made wasn't that bad and i can try harder again, made me feel a bit better. Thanks NICK.




Beautiful..It's very nice

Friday, August 19, 2011

I Wouldn't Mind.. Spending FOREVER by ur side :)

I can only think of you
I miss talking with you
Late at night when everyone else was asleep
I miss the fondness in your voice when you spoke to me
I miss the happiness that came when you saw me
I miss your love
I'm missing you





Okay; I will only forget you when 1+1=5 ;)
that’s for sure!

Monday, August 15, 2011

Story of Jar Of Hearts

Favorite song ever! hee LOL :D #1 okay.
i cant stop listening this sog.. hahahah :)
why?
jeng.jeng.jeng
seriously..this song describes perfectly how i feel..
makes me wanna cry for some reason :')
its remind me my first love but it doesnt matter.. for noww..
bcoz i have a better one currently..
i like the song though. (:
....
past is past.. wake up and start new..
besides..this song.. still a song right?

enjoy the song!





..this song is about a girl would loved a boy with every part of her and he loved her deeply but he didn't fully understand what he had when he was with her, breaking up was the hardest decision she had to make, she could see he felt something for someone else even though he said he still loved her and would deny any feelings for the other girl, but he wanted to see if there was something better and not settle down just yet for he was only so young, so after she had enough of the lies she left him and he chose to purse the other girl, but all the while his first love was on his mind. She was still heart broken and still loved him, but hates what he did to her at the same time. even looking at him brought memories of what they had together, and she felt as though no one could replace what she had with him. a year goes by and throughout the year the boy stays with the other girl but knows it was not anywhere near the magic he had with his first love. he comes back into her life wanting her advice and help with what he should do, wanting his first love to tell him that she still needs him. but she has learnt never to trust him again, she will never let someone throw her away to find something better and then come to the realisation that she was the best he could have ever had and expect her to jump straight back into his arms. he hurt her so deeply that just coming back into her life wont fix it, she wishes she never met him so he could have never hurt her, wishes he didnt have any control over her, and wishes she never fell in love with a liar. who does he think he is coming back into her life after lying and choosing someone else to replace her, it will never work because of all the hurt he caused, all the lies he said and the hate created. the scar will be with her for the rest of her life but its a reminder to her to never let someone steal a part of her again, never to be tricked into believing empty words but mostly it is a reminder to never be tricked by him again. the scar is a learning curve so she can only improve what she has from now on and as soon as there is doubt she will let her heart take over and end it before she gets another gash that should have been prevented from the start.

#copypaste from lyricmode.com

Saturday, August 6, 2011

just so you know




"It's going to be okay."

Everytime I think everything is going really well,
I mean, I try really hard - it all fucks up. And I think that maybe,
I'm just one of those people that doesn't deserve to be happy.

I know it’s human nature for people to feel bad, and have regret, and to be hurt.
The thing that hurts the most is pretending that it doesn't.




byee. :D

Friday, August 5, 2011

This Is [[Survey]]

This is the first and last survey I will do. :P __
Who knows a secret about you that no one else does?
only The greatest one :3

Have you ever dated someone more than three years older than you?
Yeahh. but i think im more older den him. wtFishh

Have you ever had a friend you weren't into, fall for you?
Yeap.

Do you ever leave the house without make up on?
I don't usually wear makeup. If I do wear it, it's because I forgot that im ugly. xD

What is the perfect date?
Just hanging out.

Do you expect to be married in the next two years?
ngee..ngee hope so. :3

What is the best way to cool off when you're mad?
Erm, I dunno. I usually lay down for an hour or start juget2.

If you and your best friend got arrested, what would it be for?
cubit bontot kucing. xD

Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
Nah, secret [:

What's most important in a relationship: honesty or trust?
Well, if you tell me the truth then I trust you.
So, honesty.

Are you good at giving directions?
Nope because im lost too xD

Piercings?
:P


What were you doing at 10:30 last night?
Chatting with my encik gula-gula saya. ♥

Are you listening to music right now?
Yeap.

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Cold and rainy, please. [:

What were you doing at 7am?
Sleeping or Driving. o:

Is your room ever clean?
Yeap.

Has anyone got on your nerves today?
Does my nose count?
It itches and I keep sneezing.
hahah ameek kaww hingus ni:\

What were you doing before filling out this survey?
Playing Angry Birds. :)

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
'Encik gula-gula..
u re the reason i check my
Blackberry every five minutes'

What are you excited for?
Uhm, Football? magina, mambo, mike and mr ronie.
So, yeah. That's pretty exciting.

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Yes. [:

Who's thinking about you right now?
How am I supposed to know this? o..o

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Noope.

Do you think two people can last forever?
Eh, possibly.

Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
:D

How late did you stay up last night?
5:30 am? I think.

When was the last time you cried, really hard?
Long time ago. D:

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Ehm, I dunno. O:
Obviously, nothing I remember. xD

What's a concern of yours right now?
HollyyDAY (:

Are you keeping a secret right now?
Kinda, yeah. Quite a few. :\

Do you miss the way things used to be?
Yes, a lot. :[


Do you think you can last for an hour without talking?
Yeah, easily. o..o

Do you like getting hugs from other people?
But no one wants a hug from me, that's the problem. Rofl. xD

Are you taller than 5 foot 6?
No.

Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
Yeapp.

Do you know anyone else with your name?
No.

Are you in a relationship?
:D

Have you ever had two dates in one night?
No? Lmfao.

Are you taller than your mom?
o; I don't stand that close to her.

Do you sleep on your stomach?
Most of the timee.

What is something you disliked about today?
I can't find the pen to my tablet thing. ]:

Do you wish someone would call you?
Eh, no. :P






bye- :)